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Thursday, January 29, 2009
All i ever wanted comes right down to you.
Minus having cough fever & flu, cny was fun this year. First day was visiting of 6 relatives places & over at em's place. Anges&I won 30bucks plus each with the 21point & bigsmall. We both really have good luck when we combined. Left around 1 plus & bf came over to stay.
Second day was visiting of 2 relatives house & going to 2 temples to pray. Then went over to zhenhao's place for mahjong, combined with anges & lost only 40cents. Then over to em's for another mahjong session with xiaoying, both of us stayed over. And i was the big loser, lost 10bucks. But it's okay, won back the money i lost today at my mother's friend place with 21point.
Am supposed to go over to vevian's place tml for steamboat, but i think with my situation now, i've no choice but to stay at home. Perhaps i can finally go get my lazt brains and eyes to finish eclipse. It's been with me for about 2wks, & i'm only halfway there.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
A lonely invisible soul.
A situation which had happen before, is showing it's symptoms agn. I really don't know what to do, and the thought of it is really scaring me. I've been through so much and prepared myself for the worst, but still i cannot take it. Time would never heal the wound, and never would you know how much this meant to me.
Happy 19th birthday yong su mei! Now here's the birthday post you want, better come back for trng soon before i kill you. & let's meet up soon again for lunch or chong pang shopping! (:
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Happy 19th birthday AUNTIE BOO!
So old already better stop whining, screaming, and most importantly stop being late anymore. We're friends for 15years, and it will still be counting. We've done so many crazy stuffs, let's continue doing and make the whole world collapse! This time, we can have jialong joining us already, lol. Seeyou on sunday during beach trng, & we can do a post celebration with you, with those dao pauk and bananas! (:
Monday, January 19, 2009
Wahaha, won 60bucks from toto!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Never too late to know.
What if you sincerely believe something was true, but you were dead wrong? What if you were so stubbornly sure that you were right, that wouldn't even consider the truth? Would the truth be silenced or would it try to break through?
Like what anges said, it's human nature to keep talking to someone about something you have in common. Bcus sometimes unknowingly i will do it too, just that nobody point it out. There are so many ways things could be resolve, the last i would want is quarrel because it would end up leaving both parties unhappy. But it seem to be so hard to indulge in the conversation and share the thoughts.
The 1st beach trng of the year didn't start off well for me, bcus i didn't like it. Perhaps it's the surrondings, perhaps it's the people. Maybe with the yellow bananas accompany next wk will help a little. Hopefully no more of what i see today, because it's not a pleasant sight, not a pleasant feeling.
What if you sincerely believe something was true, but you were dead wrong? What if you were so stubbornly sure that you were right, that wouldn't even consider the truth? Would the truth be silenced or would it try to break through?
Like what anges said, it's human nature to keep talking to someone about something you have in common. Bcus sometimes unknowingly i will do it too, just that nobody point it out. There are so many ways things could be resolve, the last i would want is quarrel because it would end up leaving both parties unhappy. But it seem to be so hard to indulge in the conversation and share the thoughts.
The 1st beach trng of the year didn't start off well for me, bcus i didn't like it. Perhaps it's the surrondings, perhaps it's the people. Maybe with the yellow bananas accompany next wk will help a little. Hopefully no more of what i see today, because it's not a pleasant sight, not a pleasant feeling.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
What's left when things are not right
Suddenly everything has pushed into perspective for me. Perspective that i didn't want to see because if i admitted to the truth of it, it would mean that i would have to change my ways. Could i live like that? Maybe, maybe not. It wouldn't be easy, in fact it would be downright miserable to give up my hallucinations and try to be a grown up. But i maybe do it and maybe i could. I couldn't make that decision tight now. It hurts to much, let's think about something else.
Suddenly everything has pushed into perspective for me. Perspective that i didn't want to see because if i admitted to the truth of it, it would mean that i would have to change my ways. Could i live like that? Maybe, maybe not. It wouldn't be easy, in fact it would be downright miserable to give up my hallucinations and try to be a grown up. But i maybe do it and maybe i could. I couldn't make that decision tight now. It hurts to much, let's think about something else.
Monday, January 05, 2009
Stuck in a crossroad, no left no right.
This season had really make me go crazy. It kills me with those dilemmas going on. I've always been trying very hard to make a decision, which is positive on both sides. But it seems to me now that i won't be able to do it. Why in the first place should be so stubborn and try to multi tasked? Why didn't i just give on in the first place, and i wouldn't have suffered so much?
It's the start of the holidays, and soon after 3wks, it'll mark the end of my 2nd year in RP. I'll then be moving to my final year, and it's not something that can be joke about. I don't want to ruin my future, when i can actually take control of it. So now, i'm really deciding to quit it, and spend more time on lifesaving. I've seen results, and it's a place where merit place a parts and not biasness. I've alr put myself to suffer this 2 years, tell me what's something i can hold on to? I don't see any light from continuing, bcus i'll see myself suffering even more in the future.
It sucks when people don't preach what they say. Over and over again, i try maintain a positive thinking. But tell me what's the point when, ppl alr see you as such a loser in the team? When people in the team don't even mingle and talk properly? They smile and talk nicely infront of you, and the next mintue they start firing guns and swords at you like nobody business.
Perhaps i should go back to where i belong, the water and not the land.
This season had really make me go crazy. It kills me with those dilemmas going on. I've always been trying very hard to make a decision, which is positive on both sides. But it seems to me now that i won't be able to do it. Why in the first place should be so stubborn and try to multi tasked? Why didn't i just give on in the first place, and i wouldn't have suffered so much?
It's the start of the holidays, and soon after 3wks, it'll mark the end of my 2nd year in RP. I'll then be moving to my final year, and it's not something that can be joke about. I don't want to ruin my future, when i can actually take control of it. So now, i'm really deciding to quit it, and spend more time on lifesaving. I've seen results, and it's a place where merit place a parts and not biasness. I've alr put myself to suffer this 2 years, tell me what's something i can hold on to? I don't see any light from continuing, bcus i'll see myself suffering even more in the future.
It sucks when people don't preach what they say. Over and over again, i try maintain a positive thinking. But tell me what's the point when, ppl alr see you as such a loser in the team? When people in the team don't even mingle and talk properly? They smile and talk nicely infront of you, and the next mintue they start firing guns and swords at you like nobody business.
Perhaps i should go back to where i belong, the water and not the land.